Starting over

So...This year was a wreck. Of a lot of shitty things for one year. The most positive thing was that I got married and that was awesome. However...shit went down really fast...so...I went into like...a strange state in my life, but I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself and it's December. Waiting for New Year's is ridiculous so I'm going to start again. I need to get excited about things again. I really do. So, I started watching some channels of people traveling on youtube and it looks so incredible. So unstuck in comparison with my life at the moment. Art. Travel. Grow. Those were my dream deals when I was in the USA. And now, I need to get back to it. :D I'll be trying to do a weekly things of things that happen in life along with accomplishments and fun stuff. So yay! Goals so far: 2 year goal: JAPAN/24 months left 1 year goal: Lose 10 kilos/ 12 months left 1 year goal: get new exciting job 1 year goal: 1 year of art (need new computer to use tablet.....)